| Wednesday, January 30th, 2002 |
| 10:10 pm |
BoReD..........
wellll......lets see....nothin fun has really been goin on lately....been hangin out with the dakota boys a lot more then i need to....lol...oh well its fun...hmmmm....ive had the flu for like the past 5 days....or something like the flu....i really hope its not the start of mono cuz all i wanna do is sleep and when i lay down i sleep for at least 5 hours no matter if its during the day.....or whatever...today i actually attempted to go to the gym cuz i felt good...so i went and did my normal shit....then i felt all good so i was like YES im healthy again....then i went home sat down on my bed for a sec and booooom five hours later i woke up and i was like wht the hell??????......ahahah oh well i kinda like it....damn i was really hopin for a snow day tomorrow but obviously we arent gonna have one so oh well i guess im goin to school tomorrow!!! fun like always....on to the boy situation.......lol things are way better.....jeff is goin to snowcoming with me!!! im excited...im sure more then him....but it has a lot of potential to be...well....ya know fun!...i hope so.....but yeah im goin to bed...cuz ill pry pass out for 5 hours in front of the computer and that would just be WRONG!!!......t2ul......~dayna |
| Saturday, January 26th, 2002 |
| 1:30 am |
A booty call......... what??????
SAGITTARIUS: LOVE: Erratic and unexpected adventures appear on the horizon. Love, fame, and fortune will be yours. After a period of unrest and turmoil, you will breathe peace and love. well i sure as hell hope that is right....yeah the past few days have been really cool....me and victoria have been hangin around these kids from work....and by the way congrats girl!!!!!! As for pete......I DUNNO!!!!!he tells everyone in the freakin world how much he likes me and he blames it on me that we arent together....thennnnn he pulls this....shit...on thursday night....he just needed a BOOTY CALL......riiiiight...when he was supoosed to call me he calls some whore....cuz he needed to get some ass??? what the fuck???? sorry i really needed to get this out...i really hope i didnt fuck things up with someone else cuz of this....cuz i kinda put it on hold cuz i wanted to see if i actually liked pete....i cant wait to see him tomorrow...ill give him a piece....of my shoe up his asssss!!!!!then he has the NERVE to ask victoria hows dayna doin ......and her response....i doesnt need to be said.....IT JUST ROCKED!!!!.....lol..this song pretty much explains it all....but a few things are changed like the returnin my calls thing...lol Brandy...what about us?? Why don't you return my calls? Why you trip out where I be? You don't ever come to see me You say that you're too busy (what?) What the hell? I don't have time Why you messin' with my mind? I can find another guy Someone who will treat me right I don't need this bull ish I won't put up with it, any longer You can, go if you want I don't, need you pity I will, be just fine If you decide, that you want to leave Close the, door behind you I just, want to know what... What about all of the Things that you say What about all of the Promises that you made What about all of the Ice that you gave What about all of the Things you told me What about all of the Things that you say What about all of the Promises that you made What about all of the Ice that you gave What about, what about What about us? What about us, us? What about us? What about us, us? I thought you said you were different Was that what I heard you say? Said that you'd love only me Thought that you'd be all I need (what?) What happened to promises? Said that you were a better man Your words have no way with me Cause you're counterfeit, I see I don't need this bull ish I won't put up with it, any longer You can, go if you want I don't, need you pity I will, be just fine If you decide, that you want to leave Close the, door behind you I just, want to know what... What about all of the Things that you say What about all of the Promises that you made What about all of the Ice that you gave What about all of the Things you told me What about all of the Things that you say What about all of the Promises that you made What about all of the Ice that you gave What about, what about What about us? What about us, us? What about us? What about us, us? Baby you should now hear this... Now what if I said that you wasn't fit to be with *yeah im gonna leave it at that cuz i was told that i was "too good"for the games you play......i didnt wanna believe it at first but i sure do now...now i know what i want....I PROMISE GIRLS!!!!.....ill get on that one tomorrow though cuz im sooooo tired......night all.....xoxoxo Dayna |
| Monday, January 21st, 2002 |
| 12:26 pm |
Its been a while
hey.....its been forever since ive written in my journal.....and i actually have a lot to say but i just dont feel like sayin it all.....but im gonna say it all realllllll quick....so here we go... LAST WEEKEND~~~~me and michelle went to the gym (im a member at LIFETIME now!!!!!) yeah then we went to dubays....it was fun like always...we played bullshit all night......then saturday i worked then me and amy went out with our new awesome friends from fraser!!!! that was fun....anyways i worked sunday and that was it!!! ummmmm.....THIS WEEKEND~~~ Friday me and michelly went to the gym right after school then me and amy went to dubays for like 20 minutes then we went to daves.....it was fun as always....mostly cuz me and jeff stayed up till 530 in the morning....but i know guys i didnt do it cuz why....who knows???im chicken shit.....but u know i really wanna!!!! anyways we stayed the night there and went home at like 9 in the mornin cuz i needed some sleep before work.....so yeah saturday rolllls around and im in a badddddd mood....who knows why i just was....but we went to dubays again....and for some reason i just coulndt have fun....so we rolled outta there at like 12 and i came home and passed out till the afternoon on sunday then guess what???? i went to work what a suprise....needless to say sunday night freakin rulled.....we REALLY did have a girls night out...me and victoria got off worrk at like 8 30 then we came to my house and amy met us here....we sat and talked about a lot of stuff then we went to big boys.....and NNOOOO one would wait on us it was funny so we kept movin around....but yeah....then we went out and had a lot of fun....we were on our wway home around 1....then we just had to get pulled over....OMG I THINK IT WAS THE FUNNIEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE IN FOREVER!!!!!! but yeah then amy spent the night and she left early this mornin cuz she had to work!! then i just woke up cuz im lazy!!! but yeah im outta here!!!!!!talk to ya all later~!!!! ~Dayna~ |
| Sunday, January 13th, 2002 |
| 10:46 pm |
BIG time in a SMALL town !!!!!!(ADAM>>>>lol)
WELL....for all of you who i dont talk to on a regualar basis.....MY WEEKEND WAS AWESOME!!!!!.....i seriously think it was the best eva!!!!! lol....so yeah friday night me and michelle went to dinner at sugarbush tavern with erik...then were sooooo freakin bored so we decided to hit up dubays party....when we first got there i was like ok this is boring lets go BUT...lol....then we decided to play BULLSHIT!!! omg thats the sweetest game ever!!!!! well yeah i was the DD(designated drinker)thanks to dave and dale!!lol...yeah cuz michelle was drivin.....ANYWAYS...i got to playin and i was loosin bigtime but it was soooooo fun....anyways i witnessed the funniest thing....DAVE!!!!! he was sooooooo funny that night all i can see is his little face gettin all red and screamin bs....lol it was sweeeeet!!!!! oh well that was my friday night!!....so yeah saturday came around and i had to work at 2 ....billy dave and carp came and saw me at work!!!they hate the food i think so i dont know why they bother....ooh well.....thats their choice....so yeah i got off at like 10 then i met amy jeff and dave at meijers....for what we thought would be another funfilled night of BULLSHIT at dubays!!!!needless to say it was kinda gay cuz almost all of them were drunk already....oh well it gets better...so we go to this kid daves house......i dunno most people would of thought it was gay...and i think we did for a lil bit.....but then when we got in the car we realized it was sooooo much fun......!!!!!! **************************************** *********************** Amy~Saturday was sweet.....so yeah when r the FOUR of us gonna hang out again????? lol....im thinkin were finally gonna get our double date wish!!!! Jeff and Dave are awesome!!!! Im so excited!! Michelle~sorry bout saturday night...... Dave~you were freakin halarious this weekend.....i luved it!!!ps....i dont drink tea like an old lady!!!! i drink it cuz its good!! Dale~why in the hell did u wanna come to my house at 3 in the morning!!!!! James Micheal Webber~ my long lost best buddy!!!! I love you so much...im glad your doin better....trust me i dont need to loose you...even though i already feel like i have....i will always luv ya!!! im glad your feelin better.....see ya soon buddy...... well im tired so im off to bed.....sweet~dreams everyone..... *~Dayna~* |
| Tuesday, January 8th, 2002 |
| 2:02 pm |
BAD NEWS....:0(
YEAH WELL.....yesterday i found out that i no longer had anyone goin to Western with me....i was freakin...Jenny was supposed to go there with me and at the last min.. she got accepted to state....and thats where shes goin!!!! i dont blame her but....oh well...on to the good news....michelle changed her mind and shes gonna write her damn essay and shes gonna get in!!!! and we are gonna go together....it will be sweet!!! anyways...i havent been up to much lately...ya know just the same old stuff....workin....sleepin...hangin out with my friends...... AMY~ omg....sorry about chicago....im so mad...oh and are we still gonna get our pics done???? i think we should!!! especially in those leather pants!!!!oh yeah i almost forgot...i was talkin to chris(slay) and we were talkin about how we wanted to get away from here and i was like yeah i wanna leave right now and hes like lets go!!! to cali or florida and i was like CALI!!!! LOL and im like no actually u should come with me and amy cuz we wanna go in june!!! and hes like omg r u seriious?? that would be tight!!!! ahhhhhhhhh!!!!! Michelle~I LOVE YOU!!!!! HAHA u need to tell me about this date.....ASAP!!!!.....TTYL GIRL!!!! XOXOXO ~DaNkA~(that is only used when im in a good mood and by people i like so dont call me that unless i like u) |
| Tuesday, January 1st, 2002 |
| 12:52 pm |
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
HMMMMM.....yesterday was pretty fun....except for the funeral in the morning but ill eventually get through it...when i got home i talked to chris and tom and we went to michelles then to the mall....then i let chris and tom do doughnuts in my car...hey its what makes them happy! lol....anyways....lasst night we went to hebbens....it was alright but nothin like the big bashes everyone else went too...lol....but i liked it cuz i pry wouldnt of wanted to spend new years with anyone else....cuz i spent it with all the people im ALWAYS with....and i love them!!!!!....me and michelle left theree at like 1 and went to dubays with dale....for a few.....then we went to matts to see bruce wasted off his ass....it was halarious....oh well it was fun....today....im goin to jens at like 4....HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!....and then we are pry goin to eriks......cuz we FINALLY got a hold of him last night....but hopefully this year is better then all the things that happened last year!!!....talk to u all later...love me |
| Saturday, December 29th, 2001 |
| 1:09 pm |
~~~wish me luck~~~
well....today is the first day of 3 that i never thought id have to face again....i was up almost all night thinking about it....which really sucks because now im tired and when im tired im realllllly emotional....yeah well my aunts on her way over and me her and my mom are goin to justins funeral....what a great christmas break ive had considering i found out he died on the 2nd day of break....i dunno i guess everything happens for a reason....some we'll never know....just like with eric....im still lookin for that one....Anyways.... yesterday was alright....i woke up at like noon cuz joey was ringing the doorbell like a maniac....lol....then i seriously did nothing (and when i say nothing i mean no tv or anything,,,,,i sat on the computer and talked to some freak with all these stories....but its ok cuz i still love him)till like 4 when carp and billy came over, then i got ready for work and went in at like 6 .....till 10....then i went and got amy and we drove around for a lil bit then at like 11 30 we went and got adam....and we played ........................................ ........................................ .........................OPERATION.....D EER BANGER!!!!! LOL IT WAS HALARIOUS!!!!!!!!....oh well then some freaks were staring at us so we got the hell outta there....lol....then me and amy came here and watched some gay movie till 2 then she went to bed and i stared out the skylights till the sun came up....just thinkin about everything that happened in 2001....and wow was it ever a rough year....i hope 2002 is a lot better.....talk to ya all later....ummmm call me if anything cool is goin on tonight cuz im sure im gonna need to get out and get my mind off of all of this....thanksssss.....love, Dayna |
| Wednesday, December 26th, 2001 |
| 12:51 am |
merry christmas
well...christmas was pretty good for me....i got everything i wanted....clothes money...make up ...a necklace...gift certificates...a dvd player...lol i dunno but it was good...sorry to everyone who didnt have a good christmas...anyways i got up at like 11 and opened presents then went back to bed till 3 lol...cuz im lazy like that and got up and got ready cuz my family came over...me and my cousin hid in my room till it was time to open presents then amy came over and we went to the movies to see ali with jason billy carp emily and my cousins...it was a gayyyyy movie...but it was kinda fun...well im goin to bed now...talk to ya all later....Im really excited for tomorrow...me amy billy carp and i think jason are goin shopping then me jenny and jason are hangin out tomorrow cuz me and jen gotta exchange presents...and on a sad note....my heart goes out to the wilcox family and justins family today cuz its the holidays and they lost sons... |
| Monday, December 24th, 2001 |
| 2:30 am |
Merry Christmas fucking eve......
yet another....one of your friends died....Yeah ive never faced death ever in my whole life....but 2...yes 2...of my really good friends have died in the past 4 months...first eric...i was finally gettin used to the fact that....im never gonna see him again...then i was expecting a call from my friend justin on christmas cuz he went to boot camp 3 months ago...and he couldnt write or anything for 3 months.....yeah i got my phone call....except it wasnt him....it was my grandma..and he died last night...i dunno why yet...shes supossed to find out...wanna know the wierdest part???? i had a dream last night that he came home on christmas and suprised me cuz he wasnt supossed to come home....but...while i was dreaming...he was dying...i was really looking forward to talkin to him to see how he was doing...all he ever wanted was to get in the army....it was his dream....well he finally got it...and yeah that happened....live life to the fullest...tell people what u feel....it could be your last day...try to let everyone u love know it.... |
| Monday, December 17th, 2001 |
| 1:52 pm |
to erik and eric (our angel)
You always reached out to me and helped me believe All those memories we share I will cherish everyone of them The truth of it is theres a right way to live And you showed me So now you live on in the words of a song You're a melody You stand here with me now Just when fear blinded me you taught me to dream Ill give you everything I am and still fall short of What you've done for me In this life that I live I hope i can give love unselfishly I've learned the world is bigger than me You're my daily dose of reality You stand here with me now After the accident...i realized everything happens for a reason...although after spending the past 3 days and having long talks on the phone with erik..i realized that your not always gonna get an explination for everything...I really dont understand how such a healthy HOT young kid can go through such a thing...i go home everynight from his house and wonder what i can do to help him...and i realize i am helpless besides just being there for him when he needs me... I will do anything to make him feel normal like he was...i love him with all my heart and i know im not the only one....but i just wanted to let everyone know how much it means for us to go see him and act like we did before around him...LOVE.... Dayna Current Music: creed~stand here with me |
| Sunday, December 16th, 2001 |
| 2:27 pm |
MICHELLE
HEY IM SOOOOOOO DUMB.....I FORGOT TO TELL EVERYONE THAT MY FAVORITE PERSON WAS AT MY BIRTHDAY TOO.......MICHELLE!!!!!!!......LOL |
| 1:02 am |
ERIK
welll lets see where do i start.....its been a busy 4 days...well wednesday i went shoppin with my mom and grandma right after school for my birthday...then jenny jason and carp came over....fun stuff....Thursday....was my birthday and i had lots of people over....lets see if i can name them all...victoria..laura.. clay..donnie..amy..jenny..billy..carp..j ason.. lindsay..brad..cory..brian..dale..who else??? i dunno all my familly...oh well anyways it was fun....erik called me and we talked for a while cuz it was his last night in colorado...ok well friday..i didnt go to school....cuz i had to go to the doctor.. then after me amy guiseppe and steve drove to the airport....to see erik!!!!! omg im soooooooo glad hes home i missed him so much....well yeah if your rreallly curious and wanna know about the airport....why dont ya just ask me?????cuz i dont wanna write it in herre for one reason or another....k then i went to the movies with amy michelle jeff his friend....dale..jason..billy and carp...oh and dave kinda....lol....well then i just went to bed after....and that brings us to today...well i had to get up at 6 for DECA....it was fun...i got to see matt and jonathan WHIPPLE....do u guys remember him...hes awesome....lol!!!! well after deca i went to my moms graduation!!!!! and then our family went to andiamos...it was cooool....then when i got home matt asked me to go see erik with him.....sooooo OF COURSE....i went....i love him so much....im so glad hes home...but im sooooo tired.....so im gonna go to bed.....night all Current Mood:  disappointedCurrent Music: my sacrifice....creed |
| Thursday, December 13th, 2001 |
| 10:12 am |
:0(
yeah i was just talkin to michelle and she told me about nicks dad...omg...i feel sooooooooooo bad for him...especially since he doesnt like me very much right now...but thats besides the point...i cant believe that its so weird...everyone pray for nick...he needs it....ttyl |
| Wednesday, December 12th, 2001 |
| 9:38 pm |
Danka?!?!
OK.....so whats up with that???? why does everyone like to call me that???? I dont like it!!!...Bobby was just jokin around online one day and now the whole fricken world is callin me that......ahhhhhhhh......wellll....i just tried to call erik....cuz today is his birthday...but hes not answering his phone.....oh well ill try back in a few...well yeah today was ok....i went shoppin with my mom and my grandma...and got a bunch of new clothes for my birthday...im excited to be 18! not like its a big deal...but i just love birthdays!! well besides that...jason chris and jennifer marie came over and we hung out for a lil bit and jason said he bought me a birthday present....riiiiight...lol...jk...i dunno pry not though...but yeah it seems like im in a good mood...but really im soo disapointed in this kid...i just dont know what hes doing...i wish i did...dale said to just tell him what to do...and everything will be good and ill be happy....what do ya think??? ya i know...in my dreams right??yeah thats what i said...anyways...im excited for friday...eriks comin home...and im soooooo excited to see him...well saturday we are supposed to have a party...but i dunno where....lol....anyone wanna have a party??? lol.....jk...well im excited i think my moms gonna let me go up north for new years with all my friends...its gonna be soo much fun...that is if i dont have to work....i hope not....awwwww my brother just gave me my b day present...its an awesome shirt from bebe...its sweet....im excited...ill wear it tomorrow for him!!!lol...well im gonna go talk to people and i have to get up early tomorrow cuz victoria wants me to come to school early....i dunno why...but ttyl...oh yeah and dont forget the next time u talk to me...ill be an adult....so u better respect your elders....hahahaha......jk.....night!!! Current Mood:  restlessCurrent Music: from her mama~juvenile |
| Sunday, December 9th, 2001 |
| 12:56 pm |
I Thought everyone was supossed to have feelings......
But i guess not!!! It starts with one thing I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I know Time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away It's so unreal Didn't look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on, but didn't even know Wasted it all just to watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter One thing, I don't know why It doesn?t even matter how hard you try, keep that in mind I designed this rhyme, to explain in due time I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all the times you fought with me I'm surprised it got so (far) Things aren't the way they were before You wouldn't even recognize me anymore Not that you knew me back then But it all comes back to me (in the end) You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I I?ve put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go And for all this There's only one thing you should know...... OK so today i went out with my cousin and our family for a little bit....let me fill ya in real quick...my cousin is deaf...and he was born without ears so he has fakeones...and for a while he was gettin made fun of a lot...so he started doin really bad things...well im not gonna go into detail...but he got sent away to boot camp for a year and a half...and he just came home like a month ago...he is 17...well anyways...he hasnt been able to wear his fake ears lately cuz hes gettin new ones this week...so today we were at a restaurant...and my cousin talks kinda loud...for obvious reasons...he can hardly hear himself talk...so some old lady came up to our table and looked right at him and pointed at him and said BEHAVE...and he goes what?? and she said I SAID BEHAVE YOURSELF YOUNGMAN....and my mom heard her and she grabbed the lady and was like excuse me miss...maybe u should pay attention...cant u see he doesnt have ears...hes hearing impared so he cant hear how loud hes talkin and the lady just was soooo rude then she walked away...i bet she felt pretty dumb...well anyways...my cousin was quiet like the rest of the day...i felt bad for him...cuz this was all the shit he went through before and hes supposed to be starting a NEW LIFE...but its kinda hard when people dont have feelings....hes worked so hard to get where he is now....and hes gonna loose it all because of how rude people are to him...people piss me off sooo much......ive been so upset....like cryin for the past hour cuz i feel so bad for him....i dunno what to say to him anymore....any suggestions??? well i gotta go to work....ttyl....bye Current Mood:  annoyedCurrent Music: LiNkIn PaRk~iN tHe EnD |
| Friday, December 7th, 2001 |
| 2:37 pm |
REALLLL COOL!!!!
LOL....soooooo today guess what???? i got caught in the hall sweep....and u wanna know the funny thing???? i dont even have a sixth hour!!!!! thats cool....so they made me sit in the office for like ever....then i went home....i was like ok this is gay....anyways...im goin to sleep before work cuz i dont feel to good.....bye!! |
| Thursday, December 6th, 2001 |
| 10:48 pm |
KICK BOXING!!!!!!
OHHHH YEAH.....tonight...me jenny and amy went kickboxing....it was sooo much fun...well yeah today i uhhhh died my hair....red ....again...oh well its fun...umm...then i came home and got in a really bad mood for some reason...then amy called me to see if i wanted to go to the gym and i waslike no i dont feel good and whatever....so then i was thinkin about it and after that like a bunch of people called me and i kept gettin more and more pissed at little things and realized that i needed to get out.....so we went kickboxing!!!!....it was sweet.....when i got out i was in such a good mood.....then someone called my phone and i was pissed again....oh well....then jason....chris....nick....adam and hebben came over for a lil bit....which was suprising...cuz i havent talked to jason in forever...he was toooooo busy gettin high or whatever...hes gay!!!! lol....jk....i luv u!...anyways.....im goin to write my 4 papers that are due tomorrow......ttyl!!! sweet~dreams! Current Mood:  curiousCurrent Music: my brother screamin in my ear!!!!! |
| Wednesday, December 5th, 2001 |
| 10:26 am |
3rd hour!
welllllllll im sittin in third hour again...im really bored...im sooo excited though i got my acts back and i got 3 points higher then last time...which was exactally what i wanted!!!...well today me and dean are goin to the mall to go to shoppin for my birthday and christmas...then i am goin to joey hannas b ball game and then amy victoria and laura are spending the night...well im gonna go cuz the bells gonna ring...talk to ya all later!!!!!!! |
| Tuesday, December 4th, 2001 |
| 10:25 am |
3rd hour
soooooooooo im sittin in third hour again...im really bored...i never have anything to do in this class...well im workin today pry only till 7 then i might go to the game...but i dunno i promised dean id take him to the mall...so maybe we'll do that...oh well...im soooooooooooo tired...and im really sick of soo many people lately...people talk so much shit and they have no clue whats even goin on...then other people just talk shit so much...its really funny...if someone wanted to be your friend..trust me they would try!!! oh well im goin home now ...cuz i had enough school for 2 day...ttyl......bye!!!! |
| Monday, December 3rd, 2001 |
| 10:54 pm |
Juniors
Well.....i had a pretty fun weekend....i worked on friday then me and lindsay and this one girl jenny hung out~i think thats her name...i havent hung out with her in so long i kinda forgot....lol....jk....i luv u jennifer!!!! anyways.... then saturday i went to work....then me amy johnny and cory went to kringle jingle.....it was pretty fun...but i was sooooo tired....oh well....amy spent the night and then we went to my brothers hockey game in the am....he scored....but they ended up looosing.....oh well..then i went to work....it was gay and i got in trouble.....oh well....what r they gonna do fire me?!?! dont think so....lol...anyways...today was boooooring...i went to school and work and i just got home a lil bit ago...OH YEAH ....so back to my subject that im writing on....ya know there is such a difference between bein a senior and bein a junior....im so sick of the rumors and crap that go on.....trust me....if i had something to say to one of them....i would definately say it to their face...oh and for my song....lol.....i really like someone but i dont think they know....i think if they did they would like me tooo...but im not to sure....oh well ill wait and hang out with them a lil more and see what happens!!!!....well im goin to bed....so ill talk to u later!!! Current Mood:  contemplativeCurrent Music: Jessica Simpson ~*I think im in love*~ yeah i know its old |
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